people change a lot. it's like right when i think i've got it figured out, this whole thing about connecting with people, cause it takes practice. i finally get someone figured out and then they change. and i have to learn a whole new way to connect with them again, or maybe i just can't. i have to watch from the outside and wonder if i'll ever be inside again. but sometimes the people who you could never connect with before suddenly come bursting through your door like "hey! we're alike! we can connect!" and those are some pretty beautiful moments. but i guess the only perfect thing that's made to last forever is God. and everyone can't fit into your house at once.